If you're a follower of mine in Twitter, you should've seen my tweet about creating a playlist and then you'd guess which mood or what thoughts I have these past few days.
I will not do the guessing game now. Because I know you'll know from the first song alone and the descriptions of the songs. Hope you like it, though!
Below the music player widget, I listed the songs that make it to the playlist and included the lyrics that I can really relate to. (No, not the whole song; just some lyrics. ;)
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
(Link to playlist: http://www.mixpod.com/playlist/89155048 It also includes the story behind this crush. You can also read it below, after the song list.)
- Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen
"Hey, I just met you and this is crazy, but here's my number. So call me, maybe?"
"It's hard to look right at you, baby. But here's my number. So call me, maybe?"
There are moments when you just met a person but you feel like you wanna know them and give your number so you could still catch up even if you can't come back where you've met. It's crazy, but if I'm strong and confident enough, I might do this. Give my number, I mean.
- Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift
"And you stood there in front of me just close enough to touch. Close enough to hope you couldn't see what I was thinking of."
Yes. There were several times that I am close to him. But there's this certain time so close that I hope he didn't heard my heart beating and my mind screaming and sense that I was going to faint. It's this time that he's the one who approached me and ask me something (about work stuff) and I KNOW [and really FELT it] he touched me. Talking and standing so close to me was dizzying enough but touching me? I'm so glad I didn't faint. But I stuttered. It was really embarrassing.
I only have one regret, though: after finding what he's looking for, I ran off. Not really run, but exited because I can't hold my glee anymore. I need to smile. To grin so wide. To squeal. I wish I stayed there, to cherish a rare moment.
"Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around 'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile."
It's so sad to think that we're not coming back there. If I did, means I failed. I hope not. But I'm going to miss him. His smile is really amazing.
- I Wanna Know You - Miley Cyrus ft. David Archuleta
"When I saw you over there, I didn't mean to stare but my mind was everywhere. I wanna know you."
"I wanna know you. I wanna go there where you go. I wanna find out what you know. And maybe someday down the road, sit back and say to myself, 'Yeah, I thought so'."
Simple: I wanna know you!
- Take Me There - Rascal Flatts
"There's a place in your heart where nobody's been. Take me there. Things nobody knows, not even your friends. Take me there."
"I wanna know everything about you. And I wanna go down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid. I wanna know the boy behind that pretty stare. Take me there."
Just like I Wanna Know You. Take me there.
- Stop Standing There - Avril Lavigne
"All this thinkin' of you, is that what you're doing, too? You're always on my mind. I talk about you all of the time."
"Open up your heart. Help me understand. Please tell me who you are. So I can show you who I am."
- The Little Things - Colbie Caillat
"The little things you do to me are taking me over, I wanna show you. Everything inside of me, like a nervous heart that is crazy beating. My feet are stuck here against the pavement. I wanna break free, I wanna make it closer to your eyes, get your attention before you pass me by."
Like the story I told above (Sparks Fly). The little things he did makes my stomach dance.
- The View From Here - We The Kings
Nothing really in the lyrics I can relate to; just the title alone. I really liked the view from here. The way I can see him.
There were also several times that he almost caught me. Or so I thought he almost. But there's this time that I know he really caught me. Embarrassing.
- She Takes Me High - We The Kings
Let me rephrase that: He takes my high.
Just looking at him. He takes me high. Sigh.
- Stand Up - One Direction
"I won’t be leaving ‘til I finish stealing every piece of your heart. Cause you stole my heart."
I wish I could steal his heart, like he did with mine. Wishful thinking.
- Enchanted - Taylor Swift
"I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you."
"This is me praying that this was the very first page, not where the storyline ends. My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again. These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon. I was enchanted to meet you."
"Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you."
The lyrics says it all.
The story. (Or some that I only can share to you.)
This playlist's about the guy I've got a crush on during our OJT in a hospital. He's a staff nurse, while I'm a student nurse.
He's really cute. First week I notice him, he doesn't really smile (not that there's a reason to, but still) but when he does, it lights up he's whole face and it's really nice.
I thought I caught him tried but failed to hold back his smile when there was a time he talked to me (nothing personal, just some stuff about the patient I'm assigned to, bummer). But still. It tickled me from head to toe that I thought I'd faint. Thankfully, I wasn't like him. I did hold back my smile.
We finished our duty there last week and I missed seeing him, really. I got his name and found him on Facebook but I think he doesn't open it now, doubt he have time.
These are songs with lyrics I dedicate to him/I can relate to. If you experienced/experiencing the same thing, hope you'd like my song choices; if not, I just hope you felt what I felt. I called it I Wanna Know You playlist. :)